It scares me when I get close to people because it’s either you’re going to continue growing closer to them or you’re going to stop and go back to just strangers.
I’m really not used to being called cute
For some reason, I just find it hard to believe. I think it’s because I compare myself to others, and of course there are those that I can never compete with. So when someone calls me cute, I often wonder why. I still take the compliment, I guess. I just don’t know what they see in me. I’m sure my self-esteem has a lot to do with this.
I want to talk to you
But I’m scared that you’ll just ignore me. I don’t want to write you a long and meaningful message and I get nothing back. I’ll feel stupid for giving you effort, when I won’t get anything back. I guess I’ll just sit back and wait for you to talk to me first, but I don’t think that’ll even happen.
attractive boy: hi i'm famous
attractive boy: hi i'm gay
attractive boy: hi i'm a douchebag
attractive boy: hi i'm twice your age
attractive boy: hi i have a girlfriend
attractive boy: hi i live halfway across the earth
The reason why you’re acting this way is because you let your thoughts ruin you. You think way too much to the point where you start making assumptions. Just calm the fuck down. Stop thinking and start living your life. Don’t let your thoughts ruin you.
